Once more, this time with feeling

Since I am not pregnant, I now have my period. And since I have my period, guess what that means? It means I get to start another stimulation cycle in 2 weeks after I shut my system down with bcps for a while.

So, I guess, yippee?

I guess I'm enthusiastic about this cycle, since it means that there is still forward progress, but it's somehow less exciting the second time around. Maybe it's just that the novelty has worn off. But novelty or not, I have a big box of drugs in my closet, and went in for my day 2 vagicam and bloodwork today. So 2 weeks of bcps start now, and then hopefully I will be able to muster up the appropriate enthusiasm to not mind the shots so much.

I wish I felt something more than "meh" about this process right now. I just feel kind of let down by the magic of ART and my hopes for an insta-solution to our infertility woes have not been really fulfilled. I guess that was never realistic, but it sure would have been nice.