If my first IVF cycle had worked, I'd be 28 weeks pregnant by now.
If my FET had worked, I'd be 18 weeks pregnant.
If my second IVF cycle had worked, I'd be 10 weeks pregnant.
Instead, I'm waiting for FET #2 next week so that I can find out 2 weeks later that I am not pregnant again.
I know that I'm torturing myself by looking up due dates and such, but I am just losing hope that this will ever ever work.
Fuck, do I hate this.